Its not even open yet. At least we is here!
freedom is not giving a shiet…this is a dangerous yet amazing position to be in and at the same time, its not for everyone.
i find myself just not caring anymore…about anything. when i say anything, i mean anything and everything. friends, family, job, girls, my company, etc. I kept thinking that this was a phase, but it’s been a few months now and i’m still in it. Prior to a few months ago, I used to go through these bouts where I stopped caring about stuff, but would get over it and it’d only last a day or two, now I go through bouts where I care about stuff that last a day or two. this type of freedom has made it easier to talk to girls, CEOs, investors, and other strangers, because I dont care what they think about me or what the outcome will be. What a doozy.
I think i need a change of pace. Will moving to new york become a real and viable option? or is it yet another pipe dream in the many delusions that i’ve created to help me cope with reality.
QUE EV!
Saw this big bad yoshi at an anime store in the valley. Nom nom nom
No name yet. He’s a monskey from canadia.
so i had lunch today with a friend of mine that i’ve known since jr high. She was one of those friends whom I thought we’d be literally friends forever. Alas, after about 13 years, the friendship ended. I will suck it up and say it was due to my thickheadedness but whatevers. Seeing her made me take a quick look at my current friendships and those from long ago, and I realized that the great friends i have now weren’t the ones I imagined would be around when I looked towards the future back then. Know what I mean? Friends that I thought would be around till the day I died have been left by the way side, and friends that played minor roles early on, have now become big players. Its funny how things work out. That’s why I’m always smiling…because life is funny. I wonder how long it will be until we see eachother again? probably another few years. =)
I thought last week was going to be a whirlwind of interesting stuff, instead it turns out to be this week…for starters, aside from hearing from seriously old friends to wish me well and to make fun of me for getting older, some of them have actually come out of the wood work to hang out.
Today I had lunch with a very old friend…my first best female-friend, first love, and almost wifey. Yeah, we tip toed around that towards the end of our senior year. Alas it wasn’t meant to be, and for good reason. Anyhow, I saw her and her husband, she didnt bring her son because he was being mr cranky pants during lunch time. It has been 12 years, almost to the day since the last time we saw each other. I know this because it was the summer when we both went off to college. She looked almost exactly how I remember her and her husband was pretty cool. It was awesome seeing her again and I am happy to see that she’s so happy. It was just trippy to see her again after all of these years.
After this lunch, I’m set to have lunch with yet another old friend this week, whom I haven’t really hung out with in over 6 years. She and I have known each other since 7th grade, but lost touch because I’m an asshole. Cant wait to see her this week as well.
So this week has been about rekindling old friendships. What will next week be? Rekindling old relationships? Oye…f that.
At tim hortons with cousins michael and amanda.















