Jan 17
I found her. I never met her, yet I feel like I know her and she may know me. Her name is Kiriana. And this is her story. It’s an interesting read…one that really made me think. The reason being that I too have Asperger Syndrome. Yet, I didn’t know until recently. No, I’m not a hypochondriac, but I do meet almost all of the “requirements.”
It really explains a lot, mostly, my feelings of being alone when I am in a crowded room with friends. Why I like to be alone, live in my head and truly explains why I have these feelings of being disconnected from everyone. This totally explains my childhood and everything else. I had always thought it was ADD, but that never explained why I tended to think the way I do and why I just can’t seem to relate to others.
It’s a bit satisfying to finally know that this is what is going on with me. And reading this story really brought back the memories. Here’s someone that I could totally relate to, and perhaps for the first time, someone that could relate to me. Alas, it is not meant to be. She is thousands of miles away, and I am here….with no one that actually reads this blog to help get us connected and have a cup of tea.
Anyone else out there with AS? Is there a AS group? Is that an oxy-moron?
What next?
Bookmark to:
Jan 15
this picture really depicts my 2 sides.
1 is the fat bastard that I am that has great friends with nothing in common.
The other side is the happier side that is becoming religious, more spiritual, and always cheery and looking at the brighter side of things.
What happens when those 2 sides clash? You get a man-child that is alone and forgot how to connect with others….whats with that? how do you forget how to relate to people?
I’ve been told that I have a mild case of autism…is that for real? Were you joking or were all of those tests for real? And if I was autistics how come I seem normal? I mean, I never had any real problems…at least not with school, other than being really really bored.
Is that also why my penmanship isn’t that great? I mean, when I write, no 2 letters are ever the same. So when I look at my notes, its as if twenty different people wrote them because the handwriting is so different.
But seriously…what gives? Is that why I feel so detached from everyone and everything?
Because I’m autistic? Or did she say artistic?
Either way…those are my 2 sides.
Bookmark to:
Jan 11
Get 40% off almost everything at foot locker, lady foot locker, and kids foot locker.
Use code: FF7JL307 at checkout
does not apply to asics, heelys and nikes.
No free shipping which sucks.
But worth it!
Bookmark to:
